Why?
Mood:  amorous
Topic: Relationships
I was thinking as I drove home from the store about today, and I realized that two people asked me today whether they should ask out the person they like. One of these people was Chaz. The other was Will. I am not incredibly sure why Chaz would ask me; I have no clue why Will would. I am supposed to be mad at both of them (I'm not good at being mad).

But anyway, I realized that I gave them two different answers. Why? I don't know. Maybe I like one better than the other. Probably not though, as I barely know either of them. Maybe I care about one of them more than the other. I'm thinking this is logical. You see, if I cared more for person A, I would say no, he shouldn't ask this person out because Idon't want him to get his feelings hurt. The opposite would be true if I cared less for person B. I'd say, go for it! So, I would say, "Don't be a wimp!" or "Make sure you know what you are doing." But then again, the above arguement doesn't always hold true. If I also know the beloved, I will adjust my answer accordingly. Admittedly, I do know one of the beloveds from the above problem, but they've changed and I've fallen out of touch with them.

In general, though, I think that if someone likes someone else, they sould ask the person out. But first they should ask themselves what the thing that could happen is. If you would rather be permitted to just stand around and stare at your beloved then take a chance at a relationship, do so. (I'm not advocating stalking. *coughGarrettcough*)

I'm such a hypocrite. I've only asked two guys out in my life, and trust me, I've liked a lot more than that. I should ask someone out. You know, it's like my senior year and stuff. What damage could it do?Maybe I will. But not this week. I don't need a boyfriend anyway.

As my mood is Amorous (in love), I suppose I should talk more about my own relationships. They are non-existant, except in my own twisted head. But anyway, the guy I like a lot is Ira Christian. He is really hot. He's the lead singer in Gnor-Kall, and he plays guitar. He's also really smart and nice, and makes these great jokes. I'm not really sure why I like him. He probably detests me. Well, whatever, it's not my problem.

Anyway, I also like two juniors and a sophomore. It's okay for me to like more than one person, because I don't really like any of them. If I asked one of them out it would be one of those other three. Okay. I have nothing more to say on this topic. And I'm done!

Insanity
Mood:  chatty
Topic: Yes! It's Wednesday!
Woo... I feel a little insane today. Anyone else feel like that? Well, whatever. I'm always a little insane. I love Flogging Molly. They are almost as cool as Dropkick Murphys. That reminds me of Logan. He's an idiot. He put an apostrophe before the s. Loser. I'm kidding. I love Logan. He's so funny.

Yesterday I had my English class at the college. I hate that class. The only good thing is that I get to talk to Jenn and Jacob. They are so awesome.

I don't have a very big vocabulary, do I? But this is just my colloquial vocabulary. I have a large academic vocabulary. Bigger, I dare say, than the average persons. But I could be wrong. Who knows, and more importantly, who cares?

Which brings me to a point: Who really cares in the long run anyhow? Trust me, I don't. If someone manages to wedge themselves permanently onto my memeory, then that's either pretty good or really bad. Like I was telling Chaz about how I hate Jay. Well, Jay really pissed me off, back in like eighth grade. See? You don't want to do that. However, Josh really impressed himself upon my memory at about the same time, and I love Josh. Quite honestly, I remember little from back then. People are always coming up to me and saying stuff like "remember in eighth grade when you pushed me into that one kid?" And I'll be like "no." I truly never do, either. Sometimes I can't remember like what happened at break, and it'll only be lunch. Crap. I shouldn't say stuff like that. Now I'm trying to remember what happened at break, and I can't. I can remember what happened at lunch, though.

Josh was like sick, and stuff, and like annoying peoples who annoy him were hanging around him. I got annoyed by them, though, so I left and went to talk to Chaz. And I felt bad about it, because Josh doesn't like Chaz. But that's like his problem, and I shouldn't care, but it makes me feel bad when I go and talk to Chaz instead of Josh. Oh well...

Heh... Rachel gave me a bag of condoms to hold onto for a day. There are like fifty condoms in there. I think it's funny. I just hope my mom doesn't see them or anything. I don't even want to think about the conversation that would follow.

Guess what? I'm popular this year. Everyone loves me. When Mr. Bishop announced that we were going to have a group test, Ryan Mangan made sure I'd be his partner. I kinda don't want to though, cause Ira is in that class an I like him better than I like Ryan and I get to talk to Ryan everyday in Spanish. I got Ryan to take the gel out of his hair today, and god he looked so hot. He looks so good when he doesn't have gel in his hair.

Lately, I've been getting even more obsessed with hair. Ian has awesome hair. I love the way it curls. Kyle's hair is really soft. Micheal's hair is cute. Josh's hair is just red. I love it. My favorite is Ira's, though. It's like long, and goes in his face and it looks like it's really soft.

I'm really cold. I want it to rain. It's always raining at stupid times. It should rain at my whim, but NO, it has to rain whenever the hell it wants.

Anyway, I think I'll go for now. I have homework. I should tell people about this site. but not if it is offenseive towards them.... that would be bad. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. So I'll be careful.

The Beginning
Mood:  silly
Topic: The End of the World
Woot! Now everyone will know what I think, all the time. If anyone reads this. *sniff* They prolly won't. I just wanted to try a weblob for a while. I hope someone wants to read it. Anyway, back to my life.

Today, I hung out with Michael, 'cause he is totally awesome. And Chaz was around a bit, too. He's cool, even though he was hella mean to Josh. They shouldn't be fighting. I can't spell tonight. Will you all tell me if I spell something wrong?

Tod is like mad at me and stuff. I don't want people to be mad at me. But I can't give anyone a ride home everyday. Sorry. However, if anyone ever wants a ride home or gets stranded, just ask to get a ride.

But I was just talking to Keegan. I think I scared him, cause I told him that I liked him for hella years, and I did. Now I like other peoples. That's plural 'cause I'm a weirdo. But it's only three guys. And I'm not even obsessed.

I had hella fun this weekend. I love spontanuity.

Oh, but poor Caleb! he's sick, and so is Savannah. Poor peoples. I hope I don't get sick. I don't very often anyway. But that would suck.

I'm going to bed. It's late. Good night everyone! See ya tomorrow! *waves*